LOVEISASELFISHTHING #2

you are the lights that every eye needs when the darkness prevails and endless shut approaches

you are the water of the ocean that encompassed me as an iceberg without let it melt with the sun

you are not Juliet who prefers to die for Romeo, but you're running away with Balthazar the messenger

you are not those heart stitched to one thing, yours is big enough for two

you are the page of my bible that says things to condolence me

you are the one who can make me feel like Lazarus waking up from my endless sleep called dead

you'd rather steal an apple from Eden than let me dying of emptiness beyond

you erect my cross and nail me to the everybody's crucifix forever and put it right away

you wash my face with olive like i were dead in catasthrophe of you

you burn every one's eyes and pretend to not know me but you do, you do not know me

you are the orchid with web of the spiders tie you down and i can't do anything

you painted me on the 'maddona of the rocks' and you promised me like Mary promised to Elizabeth

you open my eyes that i'd better off dead than dreaming all over

HIGH AND DRY

/haɪ ən draɪ/

Abandoned; isolated. Just like Radiohead’s song. It feels like being marooned in an empty island by your shipmates while they set sail to roam the seven seas. It’s a state where nobody understands thing you think. And feeling that way leads somebody to desperation, depression, hallucination, delusion, and suicide eventually.

ALIEN

I'm not talking about those creatures from outer space. I believe and I realize that they do really exist but we just don't see their existence. Let 'em be what they are.

Being alien.
Becoming stranger for everyone and even to myself; becoming a foreign man in my hometown; becoming enemy of everything that is different; becoming different thru all-same life.
Everyone doesn't know what I intend to say; nobody gets what the point of me waiting; everybody gets everything I never have; nobody thinks the same way as I do.
Loving things people hate; hating things people expect even it kills em softly; loving things that people don't know how to love it; and hating things people don't know to hate.
Away from fashion that is in vogue; away from the zone people think they deserve; away from thought of loving God in everyone's way; away from compassion people usually show.
Indifference; I am different from the citizen of the world, and I become an alien for em. Or they're all aliens?